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Because I was dying.
  And Warner could’ve let me die. He was angry and hurt and had every reason to be bitter. I’d just ripped his heart out; I’d let him believe something would come of our relationship. I let him confess the depth of his feelings to me; I let him touch me in ways even Adam hadn't. I didn't ask him to stop.
  Every inch of me was saying yes.
  And then I took it all back. Because I was scared, and confused, and conflicted. Because of Adam.
  Warner told me he loved me, and in return I insulted him and lied to him and yelled at him and pushed him away. And when he had the chance to stand back and watch me die, he didn’t.
  He found a way to save my life.
  With no demands. No expectations. Believing full well that I was in love with someone else, and that saving my life meant making me whole again only to give me back to another guy.
  And right now, I can’t say I know what Adam would do if I were dying in front of him. I’m not sure if he would save my life. And that uncertainty alone makes me certain that something wasn't right between us.


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TAHEREH MAFI
In a world where there is so much to grieve and so little good to take? I grieve nothing. I take eve...
TAHEREH MAFI
I do want you," I say to him, my voice shaking. "I want you so much it scares me.
TAHEREH MAFI
Have you ever been in love?" I ask, turning on my side to look at him. He stares up at the sky. Blin...
TAHEREH MAFI
Come back to life, love. I'll be here when you wake up.
TAHEREH MAFI
Ignite, my love. Ignite.
TAHEREH MAFI
You sick piece of shit," Adam says to him, his voice low, measured.
"Such unfortunate language....
TAHEREH MAFI
My life is four walls of missed opportunities poured in concrete molds.
TAHEREH MAFI
He's wrong he's so he's so wrong he's more wrong than an upside-down rainbow.
TAHEREH MAFI
Juliette ? ” A tentative voice . “ Are you okay? ” I lower the pillow . Blink up . Warner is w...
TAHEREH MAFI
He’s kissing me like the world is rolling right off a cliff, like he’s trying to hang on and he...
TAHEREH MAFI
I want so many things,” he whispers. “I want your mind. Your strength. I want to be worth your t...
TAHEREH MAFI
Adam stares at me so long I begin to blush. He tips my chin up so I meet his eyes. Blue blue blue bo...
TAHEREH MAFI
Girls are always talking about electricity in their romance, but none are too happy to actually be e...
TAHEREH MAFI
I have to get out of this room as soon as possible, or my own thoughts will wage war against me.
TAHEREH MAFI
I’ve fallen for her…So hard. I’ve hit the ground. Gone right through it. Never in my life have...
TAHEREH MAFI
I've never read anything that could speak directly to my bones.
TAHEREH MAFI
There was something about my face,she said, that she couldn't stand. Something about my eyes, the wa...
TAHEREH MAFI
I want to be someone else somewhere else with something else to fill my mind.
TAHEREH MAFI
The man is moody as hell.”

“I am not moody—”

“Yeah, bro.” K...
TAHEREH MAFI
Because something inside of my heart is ripping apart and it feels like fear, it tastes like panic a...
TAHEREH MAFI
It's incredible how someone can look so right and feel so wrong. Kent is a lucky bastard.
TAHEREH MAFI
People can think whatever they like....I don't desire their validation.
TAHEREH MAFI
All I ever wanted was to reach out and touch another human being not just with my hands but with my ...
TAHEREH MAFI
I do know that I don't want to wake him.

We were up very late last night.
TAHEREH MAFI
I touch the tip of my finger to his lips. "There are secrets in here," I say. "I want them out."
TAHEREH MAFI
The moon is a loyal companion.
It never leaves. It’s always there, watching, steadfast, knowi...
TAHEREH MAFI
Red was ruby, green was fluorescent, yellow was simply incandescent. Color was life. Color was every...
TAHEREH MAFI
I spent my life folded between the pages of books.
In the absence of human relationships I form...
TAHEREH MAFI
So she told me a story. A story about a boy who was born with very green eyes, and the man who was s...
TAHEREH MAFI
His lips soften into a smile that cracks apart my spine. He repeats my name like the word amuses him...
TAHEREH MAFI
Hate looks like everybody else until it smiles
TAHEREH MAFI
His eyes are two buckets of rainwater: deep, fresh, clear. Hurt.
TAHEREH MAFI
I'm wearing dead cotton on my limbs and a blush of roses on my face.
TAHEREH MAFI
You’ve been on the edge of insanity your entire life, haven’t you? So many people called you cra...
TAHEREH MAFI
Are you out of your goddamn mind? You think we can take on two hundred soldiers? I know I am an extr...
TAHEREH MAFI
I hear Warner laugh.
I see him smile.
It's the kind of smile that transforms him into some...
TAHEREH MAFI
I didn't want the clothes or the perfect shoes or the expensive anything. I didn't want to be draped...
TAHEREH MAFI
Good God, I have taken leave of my senses. I never thank Delalieu. I've likely given the poor man a ...
TAHEREH MAFI
She could see all of Ferenwood from here: the rolling hills, the endless explosion of color cascadin...
TAHEREH MAFI
My opinions,” I say to him, quietly this time, “should not so easily break your own. Stand by yo...
TAHEREH MAFI
This girl is destroying me.
TAHEREH MAFI
I almost forget that she still hates me, despite how hard I've fallen for her.
And I've fallen....
TAHEREH MAFI
People seldom realize that they tell lies with their lips and truths with their eyes all the time.
TAHEREH MAFI
There is nothing to fear. Nothing to worry about. Grieve nothing in this transitory world," he says ...
TAHEREH MAFI
Don't do that," he says. "Don't ask me questions you already know the answers to. Twice I've laid my...
TAHEREH MAFI
Aaron Warner Anderson, chief commander and regent of Sector 45, son of the supreme commander of The ...
TAHEREH MAFI
Why do you call her 'love'?" James asks. "I've heard you say that before, too. A lot. Are you in lov...
TAHEREH MAFI
In just two days, one girl has managed to cripple me.
TAHEREH MAFI
Of course I remember you." My voice is a strangled whisper. I squeeze my eyes shut. "You were the on...
TAHEREH MAFI
It's like there are a million screams caught inside of my chest but I have to keep them all in becau...
TAHEREH MAFI
I open the book and turn to the next page. Day three.

I started screaming today.
TAHEREH MAFI
Damn,” Kenji says after a moment. “Damn damn damn. This shit is bananas
TAHEREH MAFI
It's strange. How hollow i feel. Like there might be echoes inside of me. Like I'm one of those choc...
TAHEREH MAFI
This isn't about Adam or Warner," I tell him, "This is about me and what I want. This is about me fi...
TAHEREH MAFI
I have a curse.
I HAVE A GIFT.
I'm a monster.
I'M MORE THAN HUMAN.
My touch Is l...
TAHEREH MAFI
Narrow-mindedness will only get you as far as Nowhere, and once you're there, you're lost forever.
TAHEREH MAFI
There is nothing to fear. Nothing to worry about. Grieve nothing in this transitionary world. It's t...
TAHEREH MAFI
Warner. A white bird with streaks of gold like a crown atop its head. A fair - skinned boy with gold...
TAHEREH MAFI
His chest, heaving harder this time. His words, almost gasping this time. “You destroy me.”
TAHEREH MAFI
Dude, you ran off with the crazy chick! You ran off with the psycho girl!" he's calling after Adam. ...
TAHEREH MAFI
He whispers, "You have no idea how much I've thought about you. How many times I've dreamt"-he takes...
TAHEREH MAFI
Killing time isn't as difficult as it sounds.

I can shoot a hundred numbers through the c...
TAHEREH MAFI
Someone picked up the sun and pinned it to the sky again, but every day it hangs a little lower than...
TAHEREH MAFI
Swallow the tears back often enough and they’ll start feeling like acid dripping down your throat....
TAHEREH MAFI
Kenji is a walking paradox of Unflinchingly Serious Person and 12-Year-Old Boy Going Through Puberty...
TAHEREH MAFI
I have an extremely low threshold for disorder; it offends my very being.
TAHEREH MAFI
There’s something simmering inside of me. Something I’ve never dared to tap into, something I’...
TAHEREH MAFI
Torture is not torture when there’s any hope of relief.
TAHEREH MAFI
We breathe when we're wrong, we breathe when we're right, we breathe even as we slip off the ledge t...
TAHEREH MAFI
You can go to hell!"
"Just because I'm going to hell doesn't mean you'll ever deserve her.
TAHEREH MAFI
All I know next are his arms, the desperate edge to his voice when he says my name, and I'm unraveli...
TAHEREH MAFI
I'm not falling for Warner," I say quietly.
"Sure you aren't."
"I'm not," I insist. "I'm j...
TAHEREH MAFI